When my lips weren’t always dry, cracked and sore

When I had to wear make up a lot and nearly always felt good with how I looked

When I didn’t have to wear so many layers just to keep warm

When I came home from work and my dog ran into my arms

I could see and speak to my sister whenever I wanted to

When I could nip out for Wagamama’s with my best friends

When I could wear lipstick all the time and feel sexy

When I wasn’t always stressed and worried

When I could wake up in his arms, or jump into his bed in the freezing morning to warm each other up

When I had whatever food I wanted, including fast food whenever I craved it, instead of having no motiviation or any food to be bothered to cook, so instead just not bothering

When I drove all over the UK to see my friends

When I’d lay on my Mums bed talking about my day when she was getting ready to go to bed

Putting a film on and never seeing the ending after getting distracted with him

Finishing work stressed and knowing it was ok cause I could go into his arms and feel better

I guess I miss a lot of things…